Day 20: 7 Days vs. 7 Years

"So I'll continue to continue to pretend my life will never end." -- Simon & Garfunkel

I know you've heard the question "What would you do if you only had one week left to live?"  Sure, everyone has their own special list of activities if they could plan their last days.  But then you've got the list of typical "live like you were dying" actiivities:  skydiving, traveling, spending time with family/friends, etc. 

A week isn't much time.  If someone told me that I could plan on dying next Thursday, I'm not sure I'd have enough time to do everything I wanted to do.  Of course, I could get some ideas from one of my favorite books: 2,001 Things to Do Before You Die by Dane Sherwood.  No, the title's not one bit misleading.  This book is indeed a giant list of things to do before you die.  Some of my favorites:

• Call heads and tails.
• Hold up an attention-getting sign outside the "Today Show" window.
• Shatter the glass ceiling.
• Skate the lead in the Ice Capades.
• Survive.
• Debate deconstructionism, Sartre, objectivism, and the definition of art, preferably in a smoky cafe.
• Drink mulled wine on a snowy night in Prague.
• Lie naked on a wide open field beneath a brilliant moon.
• Claim you were at Woodstock.
• Bake brownies.
• Meet the love of your life's ex, and shake his or hand and say "thank you."
• Attend a Star Trek convention.

As you can see, some of the 2,001 Things are very simple, some metaphoric, and still others are very specific and/or strange.

It was a joke for a while (and a morbid one, I'll admit) that I didn't want to live past 30-- that way, I could live a healthy young life and I would never have to grow old.  And don't worry, Mom.  I don't joke about this anymore.  I'm hoping for much more than an additional 7 years. 

It might be somewhat easy to decide how to spend your last 7 days on the earth.  However, what if you were told you had exactly 7 years left to live?  That might change things.  It's an interesting twist on the classic question.  Sure, there are plenty of things you could do in 7 years... but would you want to?  What would be worth it?  Might some things be a waste of time? 
For example, you could easily get a college degree in less than 7 years.  But if you're not going to be able to use it, what's the point?  Some people might see it as a worthless investment of time.  Another example: 7 years should certainly give you enough time to plan a wedding and be married.  But you might ask yourself-- Is that selfish?  Some would call it unfair [to your significant other] to have such a short-lived relationship.  Is it fair to develop feelings for someone, have him/her feel the same way about you, and nurture the relationship together, only to see it end in just a few years' time?  Imagine marrying someone, knowing you'd be losing them in less than 10 years.  It seems incredibly unfair.  In a similar sense, 7 years is definitely enough time to spawn-- and more than once, too!  However... is it right to bring someone into the world, knowing that you'll be leaving him/ her in just a few years?  What about your job?  Would you continue to work? Do you think you'd get bored otherwise? You've got some time yet... and those bills aren't going to pay themselves for the next 7 years. 

How would you even begin to separate those things that are worth it from the things that aren't?"  Suddenly all these rules come into effect when you're playing the "live like you're dying" game. 

Think about what you would do if you had 7 days left to live.  Climb Pike's Peak?  Go whitewater rafting?  Eat nothing but Ramen noodles and French toast?

What if you had 7 months left to live?  Would you still work?  How far/often would you travel?  Would you go somewhere remote and just find peace and quiet for your 7 remaining months? 

Million-dollar question: what would you do if you found out you had 7 years left to live?  Would it make a difference in how you were living?  What would you do?  What wouldn't you do? 

(For the record, I'm going to try and beat this into my acquaintances' brains one last time: I don't want to die before I'm 30 years old.  How will I ever build a Post-It note castle in 7 years?  I'll need at least 8 more years.)

Day 19: Don't Cry for Me, Argentina (or DomRep, or Guatemala, or Ireland)

I love to travel.  For me, the one and only disappointing part about traveling is that it's nearly impossible to accurately describe the experience to someone who wasn't there.  For example, I was incredibly frustrated when trying to share a few months' worth of Argentina experiences with my friends and family at home (of course, my travel blog helped a bit).  Same goes with the other places I've explored (Ireland, Guatemala, Dominican Republic, and so many more).  Here are some of my FAVORITE spots in the entire world.

Below is a photo of me in El Calafate, Argentina, near the Perito Moreno glacier.  Can you believe this is South America?  Many people forget about the south of South America.  Argentina is a long country.  Its northernmost point is approximately the same distance from the equator as Cuba (so it's warm).  And it stretches all the way to the very southern tip of South America, where you'll find the southernmost city in the world: Ushuaia in Cape Horn (Tierra del Fuego). Ushuaia is cold, even in Argentina's spring/summer (our fall/winter here in Michigan).  The Perito Moreno glacier (below) is one of the most peaceful places I've ever been.  The magnitude of that sheet of ice is astounding-- anyone would feel dwarfed standing near it.  Silence fills the air, and the only sound is the wind rolling through the mountains that surround the glacier.  Every so often, an automobile-sized ice chunk falls off the glacier, and the sound that follows is unexplainable-- it shatters the silence. 

The next photo is an attempt to photograph the entire glacier (however, its 20-mile length and 240-ft height [above the water... it extends 558 feet below the surface of the water] make it difficult to capture the whole thing).  I did my best:



The next photo is on the same trip, but a bit further south, in Ushuaia (southernmost city in the world).  They call it "Fin del Mundo," which means "The End of the World."

Look closely and you can see Antarctica (haha, not really... but I was very close!).  This is an island in the Beagle Channel, and lounging around on said island are sea elephants (similar to seals/sea lions), cormorants, and penguins-- three things I would never have expected to see in the wild. 

The next photo is from the same boat excursion-- through the Beagle Channel-- the evening sky was unreal, which made for some of the most phenomenal photos I've ever captured.

Now let's head to the northern part of Argentina (closer to the equator); specifically, Iguazu Falls.  Fewer layers of clothing are needed, and visitors are certainly more comfortable without a scarf and mittens.  Iguazu Falls, third largest in the world, stretch for 1.7 miles along the Iguazu River, and some are a whopping 270 feet high (Niagara Falls, impressive though it may be, has absolutely nothing on Iguazu Falls).  There is very little concrete in Iguazu National Park (which encompasses an area the size of Panama), which adds to the feeling of being in paradise.  And that's exactly how I felt when I saw the falls.  I can only think of one word to describe Iguazu Falls, and it's PARADISE.  Majestic waterfalls, palm trees, sunshine and rainbows as far as the eye can see?  Yes, please.  Keep in mind that each of these falls are 200-300 feet high.

It's impossible to get a bad picture of the falls. 

Okay, we're still in Argentina-- in Rosario, the city I lived in.  This photo was taken from the balcony off my apartment, and I promise that it wasn't edited at all.  This is just an example of the sunsets that happen in Rosario.  Rosario is a very artsy city, with beautiful architecture (looks like old New York, with an Italian flair).  Very few people know this, but there's a HUGE  Italian influence in Argentina (every meal consisted of pizza or pasta with some wine... not bad!). 

Here's La Boca (a very colorful, musical, ecclectic neighborhood in Buenos Aires, Argentina).  There are street musicians, mimes, tango dancers, and artists on every corner.  The streets are lined with brightly colored shops and houses.  It's magical.

A bit further north, to the Dominican Republic: give me 16th century buildings (did you know this is where Christopher Columbus landed?), cobblestone streets, ancient lamp-posts, and beautiful people, and I'm happy.

Travel west and just a smidge to the south, and you'll run into Guatemala, where I've left bits and pieces of my heart over the years.  Green-green-green mountains (including active volcanoes), the best coffee you'll ever taste (and coffee plantations too!), Spanish colonial architecture, tropical plants (and fresh fruit like you wouldn't believe), and beautiful people make this country magnificent.  Traveling cross-country is best done via bus, which takes a while since you're winding your way up and down narrow mountain roads, but with the right amount of Dramamine it can yield some spectacular views.

Last but definitely not least, the Emerald Isle.  If you want to experience pure magic, GO TO IRELAND.  Breathtaking landscapes, ancient tombs, the most friendly people on the planet, fantastic castles, the Cliffs of Moher (a 300-meter drop straight down), the best Guinness ever, green, green, and more green.  Who could ask for anything more?  I can't wait to go back.

Day 18: Don't smile. Don't smile. Don't smile.

It should come as no shock to you that I was listening to one of my "film score" stations on Pandora today while at work.  Amidst listening to themes from the movies Pride and Prejudice, Little Women, and Raiders of the Lost Ark, I had the pleasure of hearing a new song: the film score from Chaplin.  The score is an instrumental composition that sounded an awful lot like Nat King Cole's song "Smile." 

Naturally, my curiosity got the best of me.  With Google just a mouse-click away, and an impressive amount of procrastination surpassing any work-related motivation, I decided to take a break from my work and research the song.  Turns out "Smile" is based on an instrumental theme that was actually composed by Charlie Chaplin to be used in his 1936 film Modern Times, but the lyrics weren't added until1954, when the song was first performed by Nat King Cole. 

Funny that I stumbled across this song, since smiling was one of the [many] topics of conversation at our lunch table today.  We were discussing the advantages and disadvantages of smiling at every person you pass in the hallway (and guess what-- that's exactly what I do at work).  And yes, there are indeed disadvantages to smiling at just anyone.  I often assume that people that pass me in the hallway and think, "There goes that psycho blonde girl who smiles at me.  Creep."  Maybe I need to smile less often...

Why do I smile?  I smile because I've been told I look angry if I'm not smiling (this is very true; just ask me for my "pensive" look someday).  I smile because I'm trying to cover up the fact that I'm having the worst day imaginable.  I smile because I'm thinking of a funny joke someone told me the day before.  I smile because I'm in pain and I don't want anyone to know. I smile because someone left me a happy note on my desk.  I smile because I'm thinking of the GEICO commercial with the little pig squealing all the way home.  I smile because it makes me look more "approachable."  I smile because people smile at me.  I smile after someone tells me NOT to smile.  I smile because someone says something that makes me think, "That's what she said."  I smile because I'm thinking of my wonderful plans for the evening.  I don't know why I do it.  I just smile.  It makes it easier to get by when there are clouds in the sky :)

Look through the lyrics and try not to smile today. 

Smile
Though your heart is aching
Smile
Even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by
If you
Smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you.
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear maybe ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile
What's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just smile. -- "Smile" by Nat King Cole (music by Charlie Chaplin, lyrics by John Turner & Geoffrey Parsons)

Day 17: A Practical Heart

Confession: I've read many books, but never in my life have I picked up anything by Jane Austen.  The other evening, however, I was bored (bored?  me?) and flipping through channels in an effort to find something to watch.

Lo and behold, I came across the movie Sense and Sensibility, which I'd never seen before-- or read, obviously.  To be honest, I'd never even taken the slightest interest in anything to do with Jane Austen.  For some reason, though, I began to watch-- and I got hooked, even though I'd picked it up about 20 minutes into the movie.  It didn't take long to catch on to the story, and I was soon wrapped up in the characters.  Not much time passed before I was rooting madly for Colonel Brandon-- will Marianne ever love him back?  And I was cursing Fanny every time she came on screen (I know, I'm super-cool like that).  And I'm sure many of you will be oblivious to the characters I just referred to.
Sense and Sensibility is a story about two sisters, one with sense, the other with sensibility.  I don't want to discuss the entire story; instead, I'll list just a few of the themes.  The story tells of unrequited love and heartbreak, as well as the importance of a relationship between sisters.  Ah, three themes with which I can relate.  Is there anyone out there who can't relate to heartbreak?  Unfortunately, it seems essential to growing up.

At one point in the movie, Marianne says, "The more I see of the world, the more I am convinced that I shall never see a man whom I can really love."  I feel the same way, Marianne.  It seems like you can only give so much of yourself, without receiving anything back, before you've got nothing left to give.  In other words, you can only spend time with so many losers before you decide that you're only wasting your time.  If we're only bound to get our hearts broken yet again, what's the point of trying?

Thank you, Jane Austen, for your literary work.  It exemplifies the loser-ific condition of so many suitors out there-- the exact reason that so many of us are hesitant to offer our hearts to another, for fear of their being carelessly broken once more.  If anyone can prove to me that my next suitor will, in fact, leave my heart in a wholly intact state, I'll regain my unassuming faith in love.  Until then, I'm going to be cautious and protective of my fragile heart.  There are too many "Willoughbies" out there for me to open my heart to just anyone.  O, Mr. Perfect, where art thou?


"Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable." -- The Wizard of Oz, L. Frank Baum

Day 16: The Simple Life

"It is preoccupation with possession, more than anything else, that prevents men from living freely and nobly." -- Bertrand Russell

About every other day, I stand in my closet and say, "I've got nothing to wear."  Inevitably, the next time laundry day rolls around, I think, "I've got too many clothes" as I'm folding my third load.  It's a gamble... I never know how I'm going to feel about my possessions, but it's either all or none.  I've either got "nothing" or I've got "too much." 

I'm currently reading the book The 100 Thing Challenge by Dave Bruno.  In this book, the author whittles his possessions down to just 100 things in an effort to rid his life of consumerism.  You're probably thinking the first thing I thought when I picked up the book.  100 things?  How could anyone only own 100 things and still be able to live a normal life?  What about food?  Health & beauty products?  Furniture?  I'm only in the first few chapters of the book, so I don't have an answer for all those questions yet.  And if the Challenge doesn't seem difficult enough as is, throw in a twist: the author has a wife, two kids, and some pets.  It would seem exponentially more difficult to get rid of most of your possessions if you've got a family to care for.

In true Melanie style, I turned to the last page of the book to read the last sentence before beginning the first page (I always do this... I find that it never ruins the book; in fact, it makes it a bit more interesting).  The last few pages (Appendix 2) contain the list of things that Mr. Bruno whittled his possessions down to.  Though I generally don't condone reading the last entire chapter of a book before beginning the book, I felt that it was okay just this one time (famous last words, right?).  Some of my initial pressing questions were answered.  from the Appendix, it looks as though food products don't count toward the 100 things (that's a relief... I proabably have 100 spices alone!  again, probably too much).  And it looks as though furniture isn't added in either.
I obviously have more questions that will be answered in the rest of the book, but I'm extremely interested to read about how one man made a resolution to live more simply. 

It seems like a good New Year's resolution for me... I feel like I'm always preaching about how people I know have too many things, or spend too much time and money shopping.  Then I turn around and live just like those "other" people... spending my evenings shopping when I should be at home, not spending money.  I'm constantly striving to live as simply as possible, making my shoes out of tire rubber (haha) or making my own Christmas ornaments out of burned-out light bulbs.  I take some pride in the fact that I don't need to wear name-brand clothes or shoes, or have a Coach purse (nope, not even a faux Coach purse).  It took me quite a while before I was taken aboard the hella-expensive Pandora bracelet bandwagon (I received one as a gift, and I still don't wear it very often).  My laptop is 5 years old, missing part of the charger, and processes information at a glacial pace.  Most--if not all--of my jeans have something wrong with them (worn on the heels, holes, missing something).  I don't wear expensive jewelry-- as a matter of fact, I don't ever want to own a diamond, not even in my engagement ring (for ethical and personal reasons). 

Some would look at my life and say I live simply... however, I look around and think of all the stuff I could get rid of.  We humans are so difficult to please, aren't we?  Think of how much work it would take to whittle your possessions down to 100 things.  Could you live the simple life?

Day 15: The Token "Things Remembered" Blog

Well, it's 1/1/11 (actually, it's 1/2/11 now, but I'm still awake from 1/1/11).  Last night was New Year's Eve, and I was able to ring in the new year with all the giddy drunks at Shakespeare's Pub.  I've never worked at a bar on New Year's Eve, so I wasn't sure what to expect.  But it was tremendous fun!  People kept telling me throughout the night, "It's too bad you have to work tonight" or "I'm sorry you're working on New Year's Eve."  But my response each time was, "Well, if you have to work anywhere at midnight on New Year's Eve, I can think of a million places worse than Shakespeare's Pub where you could otherwise be working."  Each and every customer I had was giddy, generous, and downright delightful to spend the evening with.  After we closed the bar, all the employees (21 and up) were given a free drink from the bar-- and we could pick our poison.  Mine was the Vanilla Java Porter... possibly my new favorite brew.  Or at least a close second to my ever-faithful drink of choice, Guinness.

Well, it's the New Year.  And New Year's Day just doesn't seem complete without a bit of reminiscing about the year gone by.  2010 was a good (and rather eventful) year.  I composed a list of things I learned.  As always, my dear blog audience is privileged to take a peek at the final product.

What I Learned in 2010

1. Watching my dog fall asleep for good was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. 
2. Having two brothers is quite satisfactory.
3. A red vest does not suit me.
4. Nor does a dirndl.
5. Living with my mom wasn't nearly as bad as I had expected (LYMTWCS, Mamita!)
6. The Twilight saga is more interesting than I had imagined.
7. I'm currently addicted to the Twilight saga.
8. The Peace Corps is a great opportunity that I hope to experience in the future.
9. Buying a new car is easy.  Too easy.
10. Car salesmen are smooth (yes, you, Brad).
11. Running a half-marathon is quite an accomplishment.  Running two feels even better.
12. A dog's unconditional love is one of the greatest things ever.
13. I'm glad I never pursued a degree in education.
14. Oreos and The Office always make me feel better.
15. A pleasant work environment makes for a phenomenal job.
16. A phenomenal job makes for a pleasant life.
17. Chocolate labs are the best cuddlers.
18. German is very similar to English.
19. Wearing important rings while swimming in a lake = bad idea.
20. It's nearly impossible to buy a Harry Potter DVD.
21. It's never a good idea to go running with Trevor Williams (tetanus, anyone?).
22. Generally speaking, males shouldn't always be so easily trusted.
23. Scented candles are a godsend-- when you've got a roommate like mine.
24. Sunday Funday is the best way to start the week.
25. Naps are essential.
26. Adam Barnes can make one's relocation to Kalamazoo quite pleasant.
27. Silver Lake rocks.
28. Cupcakes are simply wonderful.
29. The easiest way to a man's heart is indeed through his stomach.
30. Biggby Coffee trumps Starbucks.  Any day.
31. Soy "ice cream" is not worth it.
32. Benzoyl peroxide is a double-edged sword.
33. Meth is a nasty habit (no, not me).
34. JCPenney is a poor workplace.
35. Shakespeare's Pub is a fantastic workplace.
36. So is the IPS department of Pfizer.
37. Cookies are not always what they seem.
38. Portage is a wonderful place to live.
39. Barefoot running is incredibly liberating.
40. Vibram FiveFingers are amazing.
41. The Crow's Nest offers the best vegan breakfast in Kalamazoo.
42. Ann Arbor continues to rock my socks.
43. Everything really does happen for a reason.
44. Wearing heels every day causes one's feet to cramp up every evening around 8pm.
45. My room looks bluish-purple, although the walls are in fact GRAY.
46. It's easier to find a parking spot at work at 7:30am than 9:00am.
47. Corporate America isn't always fair--or ethical.
48. Anonymity is intriguing.
49. Mudslides in Central America can most certainly ruin one's plans for the day.
50. The Droid Incredible is definitely incredible.
51. The bed in the guest room at my sister's house is the most comfortable thing I've ever experienced.
52. The Starship Honda is not made to transport 1 female and 4 males.
53. Ifyou can karaoke to "Shoop," you can conquer the world.
54. The Ostrich Maneuever doesn't work for everything.
55. 3 shots of espresso in the morning give you energy, yes, but then there's the quickly ensuing crash around 10am.  Refer to #25.
56. Acting professional at work is a must.  Acting like a grown-up 100% of the time is optional.
57. Kalamazoo snowfall is different from Frankenmuth snowfall.
58. A lonely drive from Kalamazoo to Hubbard Lake, with the intention of staying only one day, may not always be worth it.
59. If one is trying to learn Italian, and one does so by listening to "learn Italian" podcasts in one's car, and one is really only speaking Spanish with an Italian accent while alone in one's car, no one else will ever know.
60. Baking cakes and cutting out snowflakes are the best therapies for broken-heart syndrome-- and rather productive as well.
61. A 5-drawer dresser CAN fit in the trunk of a Starship Honda.  Well, it can if you've got some Scotch tape.
62. Drinking 5 giant bottles of water a day really does make me feel better.
63. A night out with good friends (old or new) makes your entire week better.
64. Sleep is unnecessary if you're making money.
65. Tofurky is tasty.  Other brands of fake turkey are just not worth it.
66. My bond with Guatemala continues to grow with every visit :)
67. Hot yoga is a good workout, yes, but not completely pleasant.
68. Blue Man Group is astounding.
69. Friends are important.
70. Family is very important.
71. If you've got family, friends, a good job, and you live near a place that offers decent falafel, your life is complete.

And While I'm at It... Things I've Learned in 2011

1. The Rose Bowl is a football game.
2. The Winter Classic is hockey, not figure skating.

Day 14: Timestamp of New Year's Eve (so far, anyway)

5:45AM: I wake up to my beeping alarm clock.  I turn off my fan (white noise), hear something in the living room, think Is someone in my apartment?, and open my bedroom door to see my roommate standing on the balcony off of the living room, smoking.  At 5:45 AM.  Nice. 
7:20am: I leave for work.  I wonder about "Mr. Anonymous."  Who is he?
7:25am: I stop at Biggby Coffee to help jump-start my day.
7:27am: I order a "grande soy Neopolitan latte, no whip" which brings an immediate smile to Dan, who originally concocted said latte for me (when I ordered a "surprise me" latte) a week ago.
7:28am: My debit card is declined.  I use a different form of payment.
7:40am: I arrive at work via the "scenic route."  Latte in one hand, Chutes & Ladders in the other (today was supposed to be "game day" at lunch).
7:45am: Bewildered by my declined debit card, I check my bank account online and find that I am experiencing a very unexpected (and rather sizable) financial fiasco.
7:50am: I inform Ariane of said fiasco.  She supports me in my outrage (that's why I love her).
8:00am: I attempt to do some work.  I think about "Mr. Anonymous" again.
8:15am: I inform Sarah of said fiasco.  She, too, supports me in my outrage (that's why I love her as well!)
8:20am: The three of us determine that a certain Cookie's fiance works in our building.
8:22am: Ariane and I witness a strange encounter between aforementioned Cookie and fiance.
8:59am: The only five people in my department who are working today (myself and four others) head down to SB3 for morning recess.  Very few Cookies are present.
9:30-ish am: We return to our office from recess.
9:40-ish am: Sarah, Ariane, and I go for a walk through the back hallways at work (I was freezing and needed some exercise to warm up).
9:55am: We run across some male coworkers who were invited to come out with us for drinks last night.  I tell them we missed them (though I was secretly happy they had bailed, leaving just us girls).
10:00am: I continue attempting to work.
10:30am: Still attempting.
11:00am: Still attempting...  and thinking about "Mr. Anonymous."
11:30am: I talk with my sister, and we play the "6 degrees" game regarding people that we work with. (6 degrees: How are you connected with John Doe?  John Doe knows Sally Camel, who works with John Jacob, who sold his house to Elmer Fudd, who played softball with your boyfriend)
11:45am: I find out that a new Cookie (AKA "Snickerdoodle") is married with a child.  (Then please refrain from smiling at me, Mr. Snickerdoodle.)
11:46am: I begin to develop an aversion to many of the Cookies that I work with.  (If you're taken, then please don't be a flirty flirt.  It would save me some time.)
11:49am: I ask Ariane if she thinks "Mr. Anonymous" is actually our boss. She says no.
11:50am: The boss's boss comes through our office and tells Ariane and I something about arriving/ leaving early.  I don't hear him, but I assume Ariane did.  Turns out Ariane didn't hear him, but she assumed I did.
12:00pm: Sarah, Ariane, and I go to lunch.  Ariane brings the board game Sorry!
12:05pm: I get upset.  I didn't bring a lunch because Friday is "Nacho Day" and my current financial fiasco doesn't allow me to purchase said nachos.  So I fix myself a water-cooler cup of Chia seeds ("rock-snot," as Ariane calls it) and devour it.  Saddest lunch ever.
12:15pm: We collaboratively determine that our boss said we could leave whenever.  We decide against playing Sorry!, and decide to quit lunch and leave for the day.
12:20pm: We head back to the office, I finish up some things, consider heading home.  Everyone else is excited to go home.  I'm not excited-- I've got nothing to go home to, like they all do.  My friends are all out of town (including my 2 human roommates), and I've got no boyfriend waiting for me (as if it weren't obvious... have you even read any of my Cookie blogs?  I'm obviously single). 
12:50pm: I head to the bank to deposit my paycheck.  The teller says, "Oh!  I like your earrinngggss... earring.  Earring?  Earring."  She's confused by my one dangly earring.
1:15pm: I make the mistake of going to Kohl's to try to return something.
1:17pm: I see the "Return" line at Guest Services inside the store.
1:17pm: I leave.
1:25pm: I arrive at home.  My roommate's car is in the parking lot.  I wonder what she's been doing all day.
1:26pm: I open the door to my apartment.  It smells like cigarette smoke; mystery solved.
1:28pm: I consider doing laundry.  I decide against laundry.
1:29pm: I put on my comfy clothes and look for food that's not seeds.
1:45pm: I climb into bed and pop in New Moon because it makes me believe that there's someone out there for me... someone like Jacob Black or Edward Cullen (haha).  Someone who's not married or engaged.  Someone with no kids.  Someone who's not a complete tool.  Does he even exist? 
1:50pm: I open my trusty laptop and begin typing so that I may finish today's blog and settle in for a long winter's nap-- until 8:00, when I must awaken and head to Shakespeare's at 8:45, so that I may serve alcohol and fried food to inebriated patrons until the wee hours.


...Is it really New Year's Eve?  Doesn't feel like it.  I'm hoping to feel a little more positive by 2011.  Serving drinks till 2am.  Could be worse, right?  I'll feel better once I'm at work.  My coworkers are fun, and they'll be the perfect group to be with at midnight.  Even if we're all playing "servant." 

And surely you’ll buy your pint cup !

and surely I’ll buy mine !

And we'll take a cup o’ kindness yet,

for auld lang syne.